Sorry. But i haven't been able to forgive you YET. I thought i did, but i guess not.
I still live everyday thinking of how u abandoned me and for the reason behind it, i will never be able to look at you the same way anymore.
That's the fact. And that's how it's going to be.
Till i can forgive myself for my stupidity in thinking that it was all me behind "that" failure, i will never forgive you.
That is how much hatred i have for YOU and this is how you've changed me as a person throughout all these years.
Live with it.