I realized that i havent been myself lately.
I havent gotten over the fact that my dad has passed on. I wasnt prepared. I am not prepared for all these.
Starts to weigh heavier on me now.
I am still sane while i cn still hold on.
I am mainly just thinking of my mother.
I want to keep her strong.
While i am doing that, no one's helping me to keep myself strong. Beneath all of that smile, is a heartache. Is pain. Sorrow. Of course seeing my mother happy, makes me happy as well. But i just cant help but feel empty..
Just how do i move on from here?