Between Me & Herr
This message goes to my dearest best friend Ismawaty..
Though i've known you for only 1 year plus and still couting, i've never really tell you how great my life has been to be around u. It's a miracle how u changed my life completely from a nobody and slowly climbing my steps to a somebody. I am what I am today partly because of you. All those laughters, joys and sorrows we've been through together, i may not have noticed or differentiate whether its a joke or a criticism. But cross my heart, i've never intended to hurt your feelings in any possible way. I tried my very best not to hurt either u or me. All along all those smiles u put every time i made u laugh isn't really a joy to you. Therefore, from this message, i'm apologizing to you for all the wrong doings i've done and if i have offended you in any way. Deep within me, i didn't intend to make things to work out this way. Ignorance is a bliss. We all know that. I've gone through that emotional state where i couldn't imagine how my life would be if we were to set walls between us. If i really did offended you, please know that it wasn't intentionally. I just wanted conversation between. I have this strong feeling our friendship would last till the end of our lives. You were just a schoolmate when i first saw you in Primary School. And now, we became the best of friends in early 2004. How time flies.. I've never really expressed my feelings to anyone about how hurt i was whenever we had some conversations that really hit my weak point. But I know if i were to just forget about those hurtful things, the pain will go away. Shock i was to hear how u actually feel. But i tried to stay as calm as possible and tried to make things better. But my emotions couldn't hold out any longer, and i burst into tears. I'm not complaining, but to tell u too how i really feel. So to cut my message short, i am really sorry. I would keep apologizing till i really feel and sense that you really have forgiven me.
Till then, you're forever my 1st priority, my first truly friend. I've never trust anyone other than YOU..
She never stop loving you,