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bright side - Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 2/26/2010 03:41:00 PM
things are looking pretty good now. im just looking at all the positive side, rather than all the negative energy. i am meeting farhanah later and bby fino. update later! ;)
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backstabbed - Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 2/24/2010 03:49:00 PM
baik ah. orang2 yg aku pikir KAWAN tu smer backstabbed aku eh. thanks ah sia korang. puik.
my group mates, submitted "their" project and didnt even bother to explain WHY. im halfway done in doing the 2nd article, and all i know is, i checked my email and in the email stated, "submitted". i was like, thanks alot man. sigh. i gotto get out from here. OUT |
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bad flu - @ 2/24/2010 01:31:00 AM
im having a very terrible flu. oh gosh. i kept sneezing for like thrice in every 15 minutes the whole day. yes, that terrible. i just ate some flu med, those drowsy one. with that inside, im sure to knock out pretty soon. im just drinking alot of lukewarm water now and vapodrops. -_-"
im currently doing my project. seems to move a little. i hope by tomorrow i can get everything done. i just hope this flu n slight fever would be all gone by tomorrow/later. i met my "old-timer" hang out boys just now. laode, elroy, farid and taufiq. it was impromptu, but it was really nice to see them. only person missing is my little devil, ahzrin. :) yan(Laode) has been bugging me to set a date for a Karaoke session. insisting just him, elroy, ahzrin and myself. but with me the upcoming exams, and yan with his operation and recuperating period, we decided it'll be around March. which is what i told Erin(Ahzrin) too. these boys, have been through alot with me through my ITE, glory days. :) though short, we're as close as ever. all grown up and mature, except for roy, i am so happy that we're still the easy going and happy go lucky like how we used to during those days. i kindda start to sound like im so old. lol. we took some pictures just now. will wait for yan to upload. plus, my chingay photos, i've received, left to upload. will do it by end of this week olrite. i so wanna see how we all are when we're 25. sure cool one! hehe. see who's engaged, married, with a long relationship... ahh, that's just so exciting!! hehe. applies to all my friends that i know. this might sound silly, but i really can't wait to turn 25. hehehe. well, my Ajee has been a pretty dear boy. no words can describe how much i appreciate you in my life, hun. i will try to be more patient with things okay? thanks for sticking by me all these while, despite my imperfections. i ♥ you. :) gdnyte, diary. |
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the pressure - Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 2/22/2010 10:13:00 PM
i am stressing out real bad right now.
its like since morning, i've been staring at the computer and doing nothing with this project! i swear this project's structure look so simple. it just needs a lot of thinking. plus, i really know that i can do it, but its like my brain is not functioning at all! i just feel like something's not right. i am so angry at myself right now. my hands are all jelly, and my body feels so weak. sigh. im mentally exhausted...n i...just...can't....stop....THINKING...ABOUT....THINGS!! like why the hell am i feeling like this? at this point of time, i really hate myself. for everything. i feel like there's not even a single soul helping me to get through all of this.. i am officially insane. please stay away. :( |
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despite whatever - @ 2/22/2010 03:02:00 PM
today, i start anew.
yesterday, i finally decided to give us another shot. so i agreed on accompanying him to the wedding. right after that, we head to Mustafa with few others just to shop and for the sake of traveling to somewhere. we had a very long talk right after that, which probably explain why i have this baggage around my eyes. but nevertheless, it came to a good ending. :) i cancelled my car prac today. somehow, i got to get my focus back on this project, and get as much as i can to get it all done, by thursday. like where has "focus" gone? ajee's sister's warded this morning. she have this growth/lump on her chess, that needs surgery. hopefully eevrything's going to turn out okay.    till next time. ♥
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hello - Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 2/21/2010 07:59:00 AM
hello, good morning world.
after morning prayers i just couldnt get myself back to sleep. there's just a lot of things running through my head. the first thing i did when i woke up, i finally found my Lulu (Lumix) inside one of my adidas bags, that has been m.i.a for months now. its funny how i suddenly remembered where i put it. hmm. to so many occasions that i tried to search high and low for it, i just couldnt remember where i last put it, or whom touches it last. common suspects names and faces starts rushing in my mind. FIDAH!! -_-" hehe, but my wrong. sorry sis. yesterday's 2nd Chingay Parade, was just tremendously tiring, BUT so so amazing! every each one of us were so together and coordinated, well at least much better than yesterday, that there were so many smiling faces around us. and the crowd at the grand stand was just spirited and applauding us for every step that we took till the end of our route. me, fiza, mum, majjie, nurul and sarah, we were all laughing smiling and definitely, stupid noises came from me while dancing away. it was definitely one of those nights to remember. :) pats at my own back for the courage to do so. after much exhaustion from all the dancing and "woohoos", and finally came to a stop, it ended with fireworks. i mean, who doesnt like fireworks? lol. when the girls have uploaded the pictures, i'll sure be updating it here. stay tuned! :) okay, i have this job offer that Cindy proposed to me like few days ago, and she has been persistently asking me since. after much deliberation, i decided to go for an interview at her work place. im still a little skeptical about it, but i will just give it a shot. :) yesterday he asked me whether i would accompany him to his friend's brother's wedding. i paused for a while. i didnt know what to say or do. if i were to say yes, i would be giving ourselves hope and another chance. but if i were to say no, i might regret it later. he did tell me how much he regretted yesterday. and so....i said yes. but i woke up this morning doubting my answer. have i really did myself a favour by saying yes? or should i just follow my ego, and say no? hmmm. emotions aside, projects submission before end of next week. im dying of hunger and exhaustion now. please just kill me. |
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