i've just eaten, but i am still so hungry. but whenever food is right in front of my eyes, i would quickly tuck in, but halfway through, i'll be full. and now, been just half an hour, im already feeling hungry.
i've been so tired and exhausted lately. i must say not many things have been going my way lately. i felt misplaced, and sad. i just wish that, exams would be extended later. im always so lethargic and cranky. i really want and need a break.. but, time's just hasnt been on my side.
i've recently started working lately. probably a mistake to start now, but at the same time, saves me from the earful nag i kept having from my mom on how to pay my phone bills every month that hits a hundred. and this month....oh, you DONT wanna know. -_-"
i've been away alot. i know. the past 2 weeks, my parents went for a holiday at Turkey. (i know, fun right?) and it was awful, i tell u. the fact that im already this skinny, not like im starving myself, but becos of my car practical and bike practical, all of my allowances vanished in an instant, investing on them.
i wanna be happy.. but i dont know how to make myself happy. even if i could list that few things that would probably make me happy, either i couldnt afford it, or there's just no one spend the day with me, or just dread the thought of having to get up and get ready. i feel so sad on seeing myself this way.. why am i so depressed? i probably need an ice cream. gosh, i just need a break.......
mood: depressed. & at the skinniest point of my life! EVER. =(