it's only been the 3rd week here, and i'm starting to hate my job.
i wont lie, i am lonely here.
i know i have my bf, but its different when u dont have ur OWN KIND to talk to. either work, or other stuff. the people here makes me feel small and helpless.
whats the use of studying, or having a cert, but not having people who's there to guide for you?
it's all bullshit and bias here.
let me highlight that, BULLSHIT!
i'm pissed. yes.
i dont mind being scold at for something i did wrong, but i hope to let the person who has been guiding me know, that he/she has been the ONE who teaching me wrong.
i know NOTHING of even to the littlest ways here. and its just right that someone at least show me whats this and that. goodness.
oh, im doing FINE, GREAT AND SWELL DOWN HERE, alright! sheesh!
sigh. but its alright.
i know i shouldnt be pointing fingers at others. i know its my fault as well. but it is just soooo frustrating that, i know i am keen to learn, but i have no one to lead me on, or show me. and that saddens me.
i guess this is the real world now.