where does that place me?
i finally started to realise that i've been keeping alot of my emotions. whatever that i was unhappy about, i would just keep it to myself. why? cause those girls that i usually turn to, is living in their own world now. i'm not blaming them, but i just have to let it all out somehow..
i finally agreed with what my sister said.
"why do you keep changing friends?"
i didnt think introducing new friends to family would make it replacing my bestfriends. yes, have new friends, but that doesnt make them my bestfriend. the girls whom i regard them as the ones who knows me best, is the one that outcasts me. i'm not pointing out faults. it's just what i think.
sigh. nvm. i dont think this is necessary.
i just wonder, who knows me best among all my friends.....
good riddance? idontknow.
a pot of lies...